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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Reflections

wow! how did the rest of september, all of october and half of november fly by just like that?!? i can't believe i've been so negligent with posting but can understand why.
i've been juggling a few things lately, feeling a bit like a circus clown and unsure of what lies ahead. i know many others my age and personal friends can echo that statement with their own uncertainties about life in general and the direction they're heading. there are certain stresses that are manageable and easier to handle than others and then there's those that present unanswered questions and just plain make you rack your brain for answers.
the biggest of all at the moment i guess is the sale of our condo. after 3 months (short 2 weeks) on the market and no bites, it's beginning to get frustrating and old. scratch that - it began to get irritating weeks ago and now we're pretty much desperate, ready to unload to anyone who is willing to make a half decent offer. spread the word kids, this is one hot commodity!!! we were suppose to be in our new house at the end of this month and in an act of desperation, have asked our builder to extend the closing date on our new house another week, putting us in there dec.7. i wish i could say i was excited about this but we haven't had a chance because of this looming condo sale - it's kind of killed the experience of being involved and excited about a brand new house.
that's not all that's bugging me though. i kind of feel like the end of this month marks a bit of an apocolypse in my life. maybe tha'ts a bit over dramatic and extreme but i'm feeling very unsure about certain things in my life and what happens next remains a mystery. if i can help it, my hard work will pay off though and things will work out - they always do, right?!?! right.
the one thing i can be sure of though is that i've got a great support network. it's so comforting to know that i have close friends, my mom and ken who care tremendously and wish me the best and that they've all got my back, no matter what happens.
for now, i'm relying on that to get me through this stressful time and as 2006 comes to a close on a not so good note, it can only mean better things for '07 and a fresh positive start.

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